Feeling Squarky in the Temple
Don't mock at me when you hear me say that I felt Squarky while I was in the Temple. It was Friday July 31th, the day before we returned to Shanghai that I went to the Temple again. There are days that I miss him more than other days. That day was the day.
In the Temple, I pondered the roller coaster ride we have been through since this year - how we moved to Shanghai with Squarky, how Squarky left us suddenly on this foreign land leaving us empty-hearted and countless nights of tears, and then how shockingly we found out that I was pregnant. It was when my heart was full of gratitude that I thank God for giving us such a wonderful good dog and I asked God to hear my crying heart again that I miss our furry boy so much, that right moment I felt clearly that Squarky is somewhere else alive and kicking. I just can not see where he is. I miss him so much. I pray that Squarky knows that we will never forget him and we love him and miss him and can't wait to see him again.
I thank the Lord for that special moment He has given me that I was with our unborn baby sitting in the celestial room full-heartily knowing what I am taught and believe is true and that I will see people whom I love and gone before me again one day. And I know Squarky will jump on us and give us his signature long-tongue wet kiss again one day.
